[ why would dazai be proud of him? it doesn't make sense for him to say this. atsushi wants to ask about it, but he's also worried that dazai doesn't have an answer for him because he only said it to comfort him. so he'd rather not know and live with the uncertainty for now, instead of knowing that there's really nothing he can do that allows dazai to be proud of him.
he really just wants to appeal to the man who saved his life, is that too much to ask? ]
I.. uhm..
[ his face flushes even more when he feels dazai rest his chin on top of his head. it feels way too nice. safe and comforting and warm, like dazai is enveloping him in full, similar to a blanket. is it alright to feel such things? atsushi's fingers grip the fabric of dazai's shirt a bit tighter before he manages a barely notable nod. ]
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he really just wants to appeal to the man who saved his life, is that too much to ask? ]
I.. uhm..
[ his face flushes even more when he feels dazai rest his chin on top of his head. it feels way too nice. safe and comforting and warm, like dazai is enveloping him in full, similar to a blanket. is it alright to feel such things? atsushi's fingers grip the fabric of dazai's shirt a bit tighter before he manages a barely notable nod. ]
Can we stay like this for a bit..?