[ atsushi spits that word like it's pure venom. and he likes to think that it's true, that he really isn't unhinged, that he's in full control of what he is doing. of course he knows that this isn't the case. he has not a single shred of control over this situation or the beast inside him or literally anything, ever.
it doesn't help that akutagawa is so different from what he is used to. it only seems to spur on the beast inside him. he can feel the anger and pure hatred course through his veins, like claws scratching at a door and begging to be freed.
this is.. dangerous. ]
You should leave before I hurt you.
[ a trembling hand reaches to grab at the front of atsushi's coat, effectively pulling at the fabric just enough to reveal a glimpse at the spiked collar digging into the flesh of his neck. it's a gesture of insecurity, a poor attempt at trying to ground himself. he doesn't want to hurt akutagawa; he actually likes this guy, as sheltered as he is with his friends at the agency and that man taking care of him and all those orphans. ]
no subject
[ atsushi spits that word like it's pure venom. and he likes to think that it's true, that he really isn't unhinged, that he's in full control of what he is doing. of course he knows that this isn't the case. he has not a single shred of control over this situation or the beast inside him or literally anything, ever.
it doesn't help that akutagawa is so different from what he is used to. it only seems to spur on the beast inside him. he can feel the anger and pure hatred course through his veins, like claws scratching at a door and begging to be freed.
this is.. dangerous. ]
You should leave before I hurt you.
[ a trembling hand reaches to grab at the front of atsushi's coat, effectively pulling at the fabric just enough to reveal a glimpse at the spiked collar digging into the flesh of his neck. it's a gesture of insecurity, a poor attempt at trying to ground himself. he doesn't want to hurt akutagawa; he actually likes this guy, as sheltered as he is with his friends at the agency and that man taking care of him and all those orphans. ]
Go.