[ he really won't. ever. chazuke is sacred. atsushi would say more about it, but that hand on his waist has him lean in just a bit more, like he's freezing and dazai is the only source of warmth for him. that's how drawn he is to physical contact.
no wonder he leans into the touch, even going so far as to gentle rub his cheek against the back of dazai's hand. he should be ashamed of himself, really. but dazai's touches feel so nice.. ]
I.. I do. You're so nice and gentle and.. It doesn't hurt when you touch me.
[ he only fears that he might get addicted to this.. what if this is the one and only time that dazai will want to get so close to him? atsushi will have to get as much out of his touches as possible.. and without thinking about it, he lowers his gaze and stares at dazai's mouth for just a bit too long. ]
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[ he really won't. ever. chazuke is sacred. atsushi would say more about it, but that hand on his waist has him lean in just a bit more, like he's freezing and dazai is the only source of warmth for him. that's how drawn he is to physical contact.
no wonder he leans into the touch, even going so far as to gentle rub his cheek against the back of dazai's hand. he should be ashamed of himself, really. but dazai's touches feel so nice.. ]
I.. I do. You're so nice and gentle and.. It doesn't hurt when you touch me.
[ he only fears that he might get addicted to this.. what if this is the one and only time that dazai will want to get so close to him? atsushi will have to get as much out of his touches as possible.. and without thinking about it, he lowers his gaze and stares at dazai's mouth for just a bit too long. ]