[ it's horrible. absolutely horrible. dazai probably thinks he's a loser who can't even handle a slightly scary movie. if it wasn't embarrassing to do that, atsushi would just get up and flee the room.
at least dazai doesn't seem to mind the clinging, and even goes as far as to wrap his arms around him. it feels.. nice.. warm and safe, too. atsushi can feel his face heating up, and he quickly buries it in the fabric of dazai's shirt. ]
But I wanted to make you proud, Dazai-san.
[ he allows himself to slide his arms around dazai's waist. is this even alright? is it too bold, too clingy? but it's so comforting when dazai holds him and he wants to try and make him feel it too. even though dazai is probably such a grown up that he doesn't even need hugs anymore. ]
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at least dazai doesn't seem to mind the clinging, and even goes as far as to wrap his arms around him. it feels.. nice.. warm and safe, too. atsushi can feel his face heating up, and he quickly buries it in the fabric of dazai's shirt. ]
But I wanted to make you proud, Dazai-san.
[ he allows himself to slide his arms around dazai's waist. is this even alright? is it too bold, too clingy? but it's so comforting when dazai holds him and he wants to try and make him feel it too. even though dazai is probably such a grown up that he doesn't even need hugs anymore. ]
I didn't want to disappoint you..